Did Not Feel Any Fear or Any Pain

I came back to your ministry at the beginning of this year, but was doubleminded and didnt know if coming back is from God, since we have never been married or even engaged. Lots of thoughts and doubts about that were in my mind. I decided to stop and ask God to reveal the truth and to give me a sign If I should continue reading your materials.

After few days I went to christian festival with lots of praise, preaching etc. I met two girls that asked me, if they could pray for me. I was shocked and said yes, you can. It was during my deep prayer and crying to God, that I will obey and even give up on HER, if it is his will but I dont want to make other mistake. They asked me also to have a drink with them (just tea not alcohol). I accepted. I shared some hard things with them about my life. After a while one of them started to talk about her and her life. She told me that in three days she is going to divorce court with her husband who was out of her life for 7 months. That he came back just few days earlier, but not showing any love for her not even mentioning that the divorce would be cancelled. I immediately told her about your ministry and your materials. She started to laugh and say: thats exactly what I wanted to tell you about! I was shocked! God not only answered my prayer, He also gave me a praying partner. Since that time she is praying for me and I am praying for her. God helped in her marriage a lot! Praise Him! They did not divorce, they are still together, they moved back into one bed and God even restored their intimacy. I am really shocked what God is doing in their life and I am still in prayers for them.

Few days ago I read some testimonies from your books and also saw encouraging video. I immediately recognized that I have to give up on HER, but have no power in my heart. I knew I have it in my mind but my heart loves her still to much to let it go. I begged Him to help me let go, I promised that I even give up on her, just want to have Him in my life and be healed. After the prayers I calm down. I came to my friends house talk a little while and than go home. I slept like a baby during night. Day after I did not feel any fear or any pain in my head or any depression. It is three days since that and I still feel good!!! Praise Lord!

I was really thinking to give up your ministry again, but asked God to show my another way to come to Him, because I dont know any better. Then I realized, I have to confess to you all that happens. All my sins, and all my bad ways. Thanks God for helping me realize that. I would kill my self because of shame and guilt I felt, this also supported the depression.

These days I am trying to hear Gods voice of how to go on. I have to tell you, your ministry saved my life once again literally. Praise the Lord! ❤️

~ Lubos in Slovakia